Monday, December 4, 2006

Separation

The worst of any and all things

Bringing loneliness, desperation

O The questions filling our souls,

where do we or any belong here

Damned to flames of destruction


Our hearts to experience,

a very worst of anything

Release found in suicide

No longer needing to feel


Suicide of our many hearts

Crying out into empty space

To never feel, kill one thing

The only thing that is true

That will truly ever matter


Damned to the flames of destruction

Our heart’s being burnt forever ever

The scar left over never truly healing

Damned to the flames of destruction


We imprisoned our own souls

The flames that burn we feed

With our hatred they’ll grow

Our souls, screaming children

Shouting, shrieking, bawling


Horror of our own deeds

Our friends turning away

Off to torture their owns

Brevity is our life of pain


Can we ever in all the world

know why we commit suicide

Hangings of our own souls

Murder of our own hearts

Suicide of one importance.


Over the distances fathom

A great truth of immensity

Kill our souls for numbness

Lack of feeling, shuffle on


Without sensation we can’t focus

No longer must we search for it

An answer, simple without feeling

We get to fall back into the bliss

Making the decision of indecision


That will never save us

Nor will it save our souls

We do meet death finally

With killing, child within


Hate filling our large hole

What shall we say to Him

We will fall we can’t stand

Only souls left in the end

Experiencing what we did


If we did never kill

What would we know

Would life continue

We to be one with him

2 comments:

Krista said...

Thanks, BryciePoo.
How's E-town? and Carmel? Do tell...
Anyways, if you actually do like reading my stuff... I have some more abstract jottings, the link on my blogger is "Moi"... it's an old journal, converted to a photo-rant thing... So there's way-dated writing there. Some of it is really embarassing... Actually, a lot of it is. But that's what it's about.
Okkk.. hope all is well.
Deal.

Krista said...

winter camp?